with work
with jamming
with illustrations
with tryin to get some peace @ home
Saturday, May 15, 2004
blogger got new layout
seems so windows XP!
oh well.. i'm still using 98.
finally got new bass strings. thanks serge.
received my invites to kruder @ velvet u.
changed battery for my watch.
looking for a low waist, straight cut, dark blue jeans.
eyeing on the warwick 5 string 'streamer' bass in red.
realised, the less money i haf, the more urgency to spend. i dunno why.
wat's out with these pics?
and i made Bubble Boy with those 'cangethighsniffinthesmellofthesestuff' balloon:
oh well.. i'm still using 98.
finally got new bass strings. thanks serge.
received my invites to kruder @ velvet u.
changed battery for my watch.
looking for a low waist, straight cut, dark blue jeans.
eyeing on the warwick 5 string 'streamer' bass in red.
realised, the less money i haf, the more urgency to spend. i dunno why.
wat's out with these pics?
and i made Bubble Boy with those 'cangethighsniffinthesmellofthesestuff' balloon:
Saturday, May 08, 2004
read past posts
realised i complain too much.
and blog less and less as the mths go buy.
soon, i'll only blog once a year.
and blog less and less as the mths go buy.
soon, i'll only blog once a year.
Thursday, May 06, 2004
green room member
hey mr tira... me is heineken green room member too! guess see u at invites only parties... :D
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Saturday, May 01, 2004
labour day
happy labour day.
yar.
its the end of the holy-day... :P
ok i dunno what to say or write or blog.
:/
yar.
its the end of the holy-day... :P
ok i dunno what to say or write or blog.
:/
Saturday, April 24, 2004
awright ya'll...
i'm still stoned frm recovering frm this real bad sickness... the worse there had been... but i managed to successfully co-ordinate some projects at work... and my boss seems pretty alright with my performance... ah.... relieved... i can do this... i'm naturally organised.... a virgo.... its in my blood...
i'm still stoned frm recovering frm this real bad sickness... the worse there had been... but i managed to successfully co-ordinate some projects at work... and my boss seems pretty alright with my performance... ah.... relieved... i can do this... i'm naturally organised.... a virgo.... its in my blood...
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
long break do me good
will not stay up late to play neopet. for the next day, i'll be dead tired. again.
Friday, April 09, 2004
BLUR!
haiz... i cocked up yesterday just before i left office.
supposed to send email,
i sent it, but WRONG SALUTATION, and forgot to attach file.
gaaaaaaaaa!
and i dun have keys to office... bleargh.
and only realised on my way back home.
>_<
gong kia.... sigh...
and i was so tired, i just pop on the bed after late dinner and slept thru till this morn.
supposed to send email,
i sent it, but WRONG SALUTATION, and forgot to attach file.
gaaaaaaaaa!
and i dun have keys to office... bleargh.
and only realised on my way back home.
>_<
gong kia.... sigh...
and i was so tired, i just pop on the bed after late dinner and slept thru till this morn.
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
day 2 @ work.
using mac again.
got a minor booboo over liasing with client... (agency ppl... more uptight, and sarcastic)
atmosphere is relaxed... but i'm not coz i havent done co-ordinating before.
boss is pretty nice, anxious as job turnovers very high, everything's fast paced and deadline's tight, but colleagues still find time to answer my queries... >_<
arigato and GAN BA TEH!
got a minor booboo over liasing with client... (agency ppl... more uptight, and sarcastic)
atmosphere is relaxed... but i'm not coz i havent done co-ordinating before.
boss is pretty nice, anxious as job turnovers very high, everything's fast paced and deadline's tight, but colleagues still find time to answer my queries... >_<
arigato and GAN BA TEH!
Monday, April 05, 2004
i'm bored...
>> > Qn: Why is fish cunning ?
>> > Ans: cos yu pian mi fen (fish lie to bee hoon)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: What animal falls down the most?
>> > Ans: Fox, cos they jiao hua (cunning)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: What animal is most skillful?
>> > Ans: mouse (lao shu) cos shu shu you lian guo (uncle got training)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Xiao ming drinks milk to grow up, Da ming drinks what?
>> > Ans: Da ming drink wine, cos Jiu Yang Da Ming
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Which chinese host does not have centre parting?
>> > Ans: wu zong xian (no centre line)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Why Zhou Jie Lun Cross the Street Kana fine by police?
>> > Ans: Cos Jay Walking
>> > ------------
>> > Qn:Which emperor (huang di) is blind??
>> > Ans: Kang xi (Can't see)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: How does a fish laugh?
>> > Ans: HE HE HE
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: How does a prawn laugh?
>> > Ans: HEI HEI HEI
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Which animal should you look for if you're unable to open a bottle
>>cap?
>> > Ans: peacock, cos kong que kai ping
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Why baby don't need to brush teeth?
>> > Ans: cos bei bi wu chi
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Which button on your keyboard cannot sing?
>> > Ans: F4
>> > ------------
>> > Qns: Xiao Hong, Xiao Bai, Xiao Hei, Xiao Lan, Xiao Huang, who cannot
>>tahan
>>roller-coasters?
>> > Ans: Xiao Bai, cos always Xiao Bai Tu
>> > Ans: cos yu pian mi fen (fish lie to bee hoon)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: What animal falls down the most?
>> > Ans: Fox, cos they jiao hua (cunning)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: What animal is most skillful?
>> > Ans: mouse (lao shu) cos shu shu you lian guo (uncle got training)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Xiao ming drinks milk to grow up, Da ming drinks what?
>> > Ans: Da ming drink wine, cos Jiu Yang Da Ming
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Which chinese host does not have centre parting?
>> > Ans: wu zong xian (no centre line)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Why Zhou Jie Lun Cross the Street Kana fine by police?
>> > Ans: Cos Jay Walking
>> > ------------
>> > Qn:Which emperor (huang di) is blind??
>> > Ans: Kang xi (Can't see)
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: How does a fish laugh?
>> > Ans: HE HE HE
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: How does a prawn laugh?
>> > Ans: HEI HEI HEI
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Which animal should you look for if you're unable to open a bottle
>>cap?
>> > Ans: peacock, cos kong que kai ping
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Why baby don't need to brush teeth?
>> > Ans: cos bei bi wu chi
>> > ------------
>> > Qn: Which button on your keyboard cannot sing?
>> > Ans: F4
>> > ------------
>> > Qns: Xiao Hong, Xiao Bai, Xiao Hei, Xiao Lan, Xiao Huang, who cannot
>>tahan
>>roller-coasters?
>> > Ans: Xiao Bai, cos always Xiao Bai Tu
a day before i start work...
i did this!
the top... not the doll... :/
new cash converters at bedok... they moved frm parkway parade... its huge, still rather neat... and THE CDs! there's just so much CDs to get frm there! however... i only got 2 (garbage's and jewel's 1st), the rest, either i have them, or have em in mp3s... :P
i spent the weekend at bedok. cant be helped when u are very very broke..
the top... not the doll... :/
new cash converters at bedok... they moved frm parkway parade... its huge, still rather neat... and THE CDs! there's just so much CDs to get frm there! however... i only got 2 (garbage's and jewel's 1st), the rest, either i have them, or have em in mp3s... :P
i spent the weekend at bedok. cant be helped when u are very very broke..
Friday, April 02, 2004
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Saturday, March 27, 2004
tired.
the whole day running ard, brought my grandpa to see doc, then to A&E coz of high fever for 6 days ler, check his blood and x-ray his lungs, then to be told he needs to be warded to observe coz his behaviour changed during the past week. why does he have to be so stubborn initially? if got fever, take 2 panadol and drink lots of water then rest ok already mah.... haiz.....
the whole day running ard, brought my grandpa to see doc, then to A&E coz of high fever for 6 days ler, check his blood and x-ray his lungs, then to be told he needs to be warded to observe coz his behaviour changed during the past week. why does he have to be so stubborn initially? if got fever, take 2 panadol and drink lots of water then rest ok already mah.... haiz.....
Thursday, March 25, 2004
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
Monday, March 22, 2004
Thursday, March 18, 2004
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Sunday, March 14, 2004
wow wee
yesterday went bodyworld with serge and jialing! to those who didnt go, its really an eye opener! must see for those interested in how our bodies function, esp those who likes to draw human illustrations! alot of medic term, but very interesting ... worth $15 paid for the tix admission.... we had $3 off the original $18 admission... :)
bcoz of the bodyworld, we made weizoo wait for 1 hr... so pai seh! had dinner at swenson's at changi airport t2... super crowded, and super noisy... we were shouting to each other... its crazy i tell u... later litin and jace joined, all the way frm geylang and NUS coz they wanna meet up with precious jialin coz she's ever so bz at work, we all hardly meet up. on the way back, recorded some crazy william hung impersonation... crazy girls i tell u... :P
some photos :)
bcoz of the bodyworld, we made weizoo wait for 1 hr... so pai seh! had dinner at swenson's at changi airport t2... super crowded, and super noisy... we were shouting to each other... its crazy i tell u... later litin and jace joined, all the way frm geylang and NUS coz they wanna meet up with precious jialin coz she's ever so bz at work, we all hardly meet up. on the way back, recorded some crazy william hung impersonation... crazy girls i tell u... :P
some photos :)
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
the most happening thing in my entire working life happened in office today.
it was raining INSIDE my office. lol.
my office is 2nd storey shophouse at tras st...
somehow, the gutters or drainage at the rooftop was clogged, so when the boss open the door to the roof, it poured.
thus the nice stairs picture i took.
oh yeah, my camera was handy to take insurance pictures. the typical FLASH FLASH kind.
water seeped through to the 3rd storey office, which seeped thru to us at level 2, and seeped further down to level one (not related company). somehow, the office rooftop is NOT waterproofed. (?)
so there's a typhoon at level 3, heavy rain at level 2, and drizzle at level one. all indoor. it rox!
but need to bring fresheners tomorrow. bet it'll reek.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Monday, March 08, 2004
i noe i shldnt be doing this....
BUT!
LOOK AT THIS!!!
what i got for my camera is not such a good deal after all!!!
sigh... i noe its just a few dollars diff....
:'(
maybe i still do want my A80... booohooo
BUT!
LOOK AT THIS!!!
what i got for my camera is not such a good deal after all!!!
sigh... i noe its just a few dollars diff....
:'(
maybe i still do want my A80... booohooo
Sunday, March 07, 2004
Saturday, March 06, 2004
woopee
got a spanking brand new digital camera. FINALLY!
yesh... the one i am aiming... a80... is within reach!
but, i didnt get it in the end. got a panasonic LUMIX LC43 after serge kinda pyschoed me.
baaaaa. but i'm still very happy. teeeheee... :)
wallet casualty? $570.
even the A80 is cheaper. $649.
where? mustafa. :)
thanks to serge for paying first, and offering to pay half for me! ^_^
yesh... the one i am aiming... a80... is within reach!
but, i didnt get it in the end. got a panasonic LUMIX LC43 after serge kinda pyschoed me.
baaaaa. but i'm still very happy. teeeheee... :)
wallet casualty? $570.
even the A80 is cheaper. $649.
where? mustafa. :)
thanks to serge for paying first, and offering to pay half for me! ^_^
Saturday, February 28, 2004
Sunday, February 22, 2004
i've learnt how to knit! and purl... and... thats it...
i dunno how to make sweaters, nor caps, watever....
only a piece of flat.... rectangular..... knitted cloth. tats about it....
:/
borrowed 3 books and 1 ZITS comic book....
ZITS has this character... jeremy... who's a guitar playing, IT savvy, slouching teenager...
who reminds me of serge... AHAHAHAHAHAH and jeremy wears BIG SHOES... just like serge's BIG FOOT!
havent been reading much.... so i'm very happy i borrowed 3 books.... i'm sure i'll pass time at the MRT way faster with a book... than just music....
i dunno how to make sweaters, nor caps, watever....
only a piece of flat.... rectangular..... knitted cloth. tats about it....
:/
borrowed 3 books and 1 ZITS comic book....
ZITS has this character... jeremy... who's a guitar playing, IT savvy, slouching teenager...
who reminds me of serge... AHAHAHAHAHAH and jeremy wears BIG SHOES... just like serge's BIG FOOT!
havent been reading much.... so i'm very happy i borrowed 3 books.... i'm sure i'll pass time at the MRT way faster with a book... than just music....
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Thursday, February 12, 2004
Monday, February 09, 2004
Saturday, February 07, 2004
lost in translation
just watched this movie today.
compare this to virgin suicides, i relate much better in this movie...
do you ever get this feeling, with an older/younger person of the opposite sex...
who you can relate very well with,
feel at ease with,
be there when others arent,
give advice and opinions,
etc etc
and at the end of it... its not lust, but just a pure love and adoration?
compare this to virgin suicides, i relate much better in this movie...
do you ever get this feeling, with an older/younger person of the opposite sex...
who you can relate very well with,
feel at ease with,
be there when others arent,
give advice and opinions,
etc etc
and at the end of it... its not lust, but just a pure love and adoration?
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
Monday, February 02, 2004
Sunday, February 01, 2004
why?
why such sub-standards in internet browser and ISP?
why does the new sony ericsson t630 phone costs so much, while it's not a 3G phone?
why do i get sore throat after eating yam paste?
why is my computer so unstable?
why do i get frustrated with the littlest things?
why does the new sony ericsson t630 phone costs so much, while it's not a 3G phone?
why do i get sore throat after eating yam paste?
why is my computer so unstable?
why do i get frustrated with the littlest things?
Friday, January 30, 2004
today not such a good day
boss decide to delay all our pay, so instead of end of the mth (which is tomorrow), it'll be on tuesday.
wtf.
wat weekend/holidays bank transfer dun work. dun bullshit me lah. internet transfer, works 24-7, holiday or not. and like bank transfer, its IMMEDIATE effect, and as an internet banking user, i too know u can transfer the money immediately or on another day.
luckily i do not giro any of my bills.
my bag kena birdshit on my way back frm orchard, at somerset that carpark with loads of trees and birds...
funky smell. and in a very crowded train, the lady sitting in front of me (i was standing) decides to cross her leg.
wtf.
wat weekend/holidays bank transfer dun work. dun bullshit me lah. internet transfer, works 24-7, holiday or not. and like bank transfer, its IMMEDIATE effect, and as an internet banking user, i too know u can transfer the money immediately or on another day.
luckily i do not giro any of my bills.
my bag kena birdshit on my way back frm orchard, at somerset that carpark with loads of trees and birds...
funky smell. and in a very crowded train, the lady sitting in front of me (i was standing) decides to cross her leg.
Monday, January 26, 2004
i blog everyday
almost.
forgot to write that i have a cute 25 yr old japanese relative.
he sports those edgy messy hair (frizzy i supposed), goatee, and... untrimmed eyebrows! very fair, and the dressing is very casual. younger brother of my cousin-in-law, staying at tokyo, japan. ;)
forgot to write that i have a cute 25 yr old japanese relative.
he sports those edgy messy hair (frizzy i supposed), goatee, and... untrimmed eyebrows! very fair, and the dressing is very casual. younger brother of my cousin-in-law, staying at tokyo, japan. ;)
Sunday, January 25, 2004
hmmmm
i think i put on alot of weight.
malaysian food is goooooooood.
the pork, the chicken... all have taste....
my mum bought alot of goodies.... scallops, abalone, sea cucumber, pineapple tarts, yummy.....
will be back tomorrow evening. taking an afternoon bus... yup...see ya.
malaysian food is goooooooood.
the pork, the chicken... all have taste....
my mum bought alot of goodies.... scallops, abalone, sea cucumber, pineapple tarts, yummy.....
will be back tomorrow evening. taking an afternoon bus... yup...see ya.
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
grrrr harpee new year
DBS SAVINGS ACCT NO. XXX-X-XXXXX
AVAILABLE BALANCE : $21.56
happy new year happy new year.
i hope my parents will understand, i'm not giving them much this new year, coz i'm not that rich this year. i am embarassed that my mum paid for a few of my new year clothing, plus my expenses when i go back. and all the money i'm giving every mth to them seems to be not going to them, but elsewhere. *Sigh*
i'll miss serge. be taking the chooo chooo train.
AVAILABLE BALANCE : $21.56
happy new year happy new year.
i hope my parents will understand, i'm not giving them much this new year, coz i'm not that rich this year. i am embarassed that my mum paid for a few of my new year clothing, plus my expenses when i go back. and all the money i'm giving every mth to them seems to be not going to them, but elsewhere. *Sigh*
i'll miss serge. be taking the chooo chooo train.
oooo
i love my baby. he bought me another blythe doll. shall name her spring. boing boing boing.
was supposed to do CNY shopping at Chinatown today. rained the whole day. we actually watched the dozen show by steve martin to kill time at cineleisure! then we walked in the rain to far east plaza... serge couldnt find anything he liked... no new CNY clothing... until he saw this nike tee... for $35!!! still rained... didnt buy tee... took mrt to chinatown.. still rained... makaned.... still rained... no choice, but to go to those shops at temple st-sago lane to buy 'goodies'... bump into biona and jon and his bro... then went back. rained. only stopped when i wanna go bathe.
was supposed to do CNY shopping at Chinatown today. rained the whole day. we actually watched the dozen show by steve martin to kill time at cineleisure! then we walked in the rain to far east plaza... serge couldnt find anything he liked... no new CNY clothing... until he saw this nike tee... for $35!!! still rained... didnt buy tee... took mrt to chinatown.. still rained... makaned.... still rained... no choice, but to go to those shops at temple st-sago lane to buy 'goodies'... bump into biona and jon and his bro... then went back. rained. only stopped when i wanna go bathe.
Monday, January 19, 2004
i dun blog much nowadays coz i'm just too busy cleaning up and going out and ... sigh...
very tired.
just watched irreversible today with jialing, ricky, PL, jason and me boi. and ah yee lah...
the 'concept' is similar to memento, where the story is told backwards.... minus all the hollywood fanfare....
no b/w explanations... just credit first, then to the 'front' of the story...
i felt nauseus tho... the twirling of the cameras.. bleargh...
very tired.
just watched irreversible today with jialing, ricky, PL, jason and me boi. and ah yee lah...
the 'concept' is similar to memento, where the story is told backwards.... minus all the hollywood fanfare....
no b/w explanations... just credit first, then to the 'front' of the story...
i felt nauseus tho... the twirling of the cameras.. bleargh...
Saturday, January 10, 2004
met up with the bunch of ppl frm Vocal Club TP....
wow... majority of them never changed much... maybe the cha cha boy in terms of image overhaul... :P
anyways...
it seems like... loads of ppl didnt jam much anymore... guess NS, worklife and watnot changed their gung-ho-ness in forming a proper band and stuff... i must be real lucky i still do jam... abeit once in a while... cant really help it when u are in the same band as your boyfriend...
i notice another thing....
musicians are smoking chimneys... almost all of them.... 8 out of 10... smokes... bah.
wow... majority of them never changed much... maybe the cha cha boy in terms of image overhaul... :P
anyways...
it seems like... loads of ppl didnt jam much anymore... guess NS, worklife and watnot changed their gung-ho-ness in forming a proper band and stuff... i must be real lucky i still do jam... abeit once in a while... cant really help it when u are in the same band as your boyfriend...
i notice another thing....
musicians are smoking chimneys... almost all of them.... 8 out of 10... smokes... bah.
Monday, January 05, 2004
Sunday, January 04, 2004
dammit
got a girl still owe me $30.
damn.
ok, maybe my mind IS preoccupied with money... something i really detest, yet i just couldnt help but think about it (this sounds like a dove commercial for Money or sumthing)... am i just happy? maybe... if i dun complain.
i will not complain. i will not complain.
i miss jamming... but not when the guys want to play WARPIGS. dammit its a tough song aite?
damn.
ok, maybe my mind IS preoccupied with money... something i really detest, yet i just couldnt help but think about it (this sounds like a dove commercial for Money or sumthing)... am i just happy? maybe... if i dun complain.
i will not complain. i will not complain.
i miss jamming... but not when the guys want to play WARPIGS. dammit its a tough song aite?
Friday, January 02, 2004
Thursday, January 01, 2004
all the riches in the world
and after all thats deducted for lodging, bills, loans, insurance, etc etc...
i have a grand total of $152 to spend for january.
congratulations on my new found low in monetary issues.
btw, happy new year. pull ur ear.
i have a grand total of $152 to spend for january.
congratulations on my new found low in monetary issues.
btw, happy new year. pull ur ear.
Sunday, December 28, 2003
everything dun work
at office
my icq at home
bleargh
sidetrack a while...
its kinda weird when u find old secondary/primary school friends on FIENDSTERS... u feel happy for those thats attached, some u feel queer for reasons u dont know. as my list of FIENDS grow longer and longer... sumtimes u wonder...
why bother. i dun hang out with u guys anymore.. in fact, i wasnt even that close to begin with.
i'm not pretty, i'm not smart. i'm just a malaysian outKast. heh.
my icq at home
bleargh
sidetrack a while...
its kinda weird when u find old secondary/primary school friends on FIENDSTERS... u feel happy for those thats attached, some u feel queer for reasons u dont know. as my list of FIENDS grow longer and longer... sumtimes u wonder...
why bother. i dun hang out with u guys anymore.. in fact, i wasnt even that close to begin with.
i'm not pretty, i'm not smart. i'm just a malaysian outKast. heh.
Thursday, December 25, 2003
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
i ate too much
and i took measurements to make a cheeena top for CNY.
cool.
nice blue flowers/patterns fabric. :)
cool.
nice blue flowers/patterns fabric. :)
Monday, December 22, 2003
i is in KL
i is bought nike dunk. for RM100.
we is walked ard bukit bintang walk too much.
3-5 shopping centres in 6 hrs, not a good idea. :P
we is walked ard bukit bintang walk too much.
3-5 shopping centres in 6 hrs, not a good idea. :P
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
Sunday, December 14, 2003
XMAS wishlist
hi people who are reading this blog of mine...
XMAS WISHLIST
1) canon A80 digi cam
2) gothic thunderbird bass
3) L'OREAL anti frizz hair mask
4) nice earrings. :)
no.3 and 4 can be easily achieved, but i dun mind gettin those frm the ppl i'm gettin sumthing for them whom are already informed of it. ;)
XMAS WISHLIST
1) canon A80 digi cam
2) gothic thunderbird bass
3) L'OREAL anti frizz hair mask
4) nice earrings. :)
no.3 and 4 can be easily achieved, but i dun mind gettin those frm the ppl i'm gettin sumthing for them whom are already informed of it. ;)
Thursday, December 11, 2003
forgot something
lemme quote my brother
'there's absolutely nothing wrong with gaming'
oh yeah. nothing's wrong with the _as my bro gestures the two finger thing_ BAD characteristic coz diff ppl see BAD differently.
just rememberd this... as i sit in front of my computer. hmmm.
'there's absolutely nothing wrong with gaming'
oh yeah. nothing's wrong with the _as my bro gestures the two finger thing_ BAD characteristic coz diff ppl see BAD differently.
just rememberd this... as i sit in front of my computer. hmmm.
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
i am
i cannot know how some ppl can be very knowledgeable over games (be it RPG, multi player, watever)...
know every single details how to accomplish this, how to overcome obstacles to get ur goal, think of ways and means to do something, to beat others to it...
this may not necessarily mean bad... means u are passionate enough...
and my sister find that with my brother...
the thing is...
why can't they apply the skills that they learn frm gaming, ie all the obstacle overcoming thingy, to ppl skill?
or people around them? if they can bother to find out ALL about the games, why not bothering to find out how ppl feel/think/like? i'm not asking these ppl to change or watever...
but by doing things thats not fair to me, disrepect my decision and properties, is very unfair to me. i never throw away ur games, delete ur stuff on MY computer, in fact, i let my sister use it. Use, but do not install RO online (the game) coz u already installed it with my bro's computer (WAT? INSTALL 2 COMP FOR WAT SIA?). but no... instead, they (the two ganged up) install it. WITHOUT letting me know. and do not want to admit its a fault. no... its no fault... the only fault is i didn't allow her to install it. yes... thats the only fault.
subsequence actions means nothing, my feelings/place in the family wont mean a thing also...
just becoz i said NO.
just bcoz of this one point that i want my sister to not be too obsesssive over this silly game, i am now:
ignored
talked back
no respect (not that i have much to begin with JUST becoz i'm not interested in their silly games)
sometimes... i wish i dun have such a sister...and brother...
but instead of being too selfish to think that way, and i basically cant choose family...
all i can do.
is
try to learn how to whistle.
know every single details how to accomplish this, how to overcome obstacles to get ur goal, think of ways and means to do something, to beat others to it...
this may not necessarily mean bad... means u are passionate enough...
and my sister find that with my brother...
the thing is...
why can't they apply the skills that they learn frm gaming, ie all the obstacle overcoming thingy, to ppl skill?
or people around them? if they can bother to find out ALL about the games, why not bothering to find out how ppl feel/think/like? i'm not asking these ppl to change or watever...
but by doing things thats not fair to me, disrepect my decision and properties, is very unfair to me. i never throw away ur games, delete ur stuff on MY computer, in fact, i let my sister use it. Use, but do not install RO online (the game) coz u already installed it with my bro's computer (WAT? INSTALL 2 COMP FOR WAT SIA?). but no... instead, they (the two ganged up) install it. WITHOUT letting me know. and do not want to admit its a fault. no... its no fault... the only fault is i didn't allow her to install it. yes... thats the only fault.
subsequence actions means nothing, my feelings/place in the family wont mean a thing also...
just becoz i said NO.
just bcoz of this one point that i want my sister to not be too obsesssive over this silly game, i am now:
ignored
talked back
no respect (not that i have much to begin with JUST becoz i'm not interested in their silly games)
sometimes... i wish i dun have such a sister...and brother...
but instead of being too selfish to think that way, and i basically cant choose family...
all i can do.
is
try to learn how to whistle.
Sunday, December 07, 2003
post 'chiong-ing'
i want to sleep till much later but i cant.
why?
ppl in my house talk REALLY loudly. woke me up at 9am, eventho i got home at 2am, and slept by 2.30ish..
bro questions why i'm back so late bla bla REALLY loudly eventho theres no fuckin construction going on...
finally dragged myself out of bed at 10ish just to find my bro conveniently and comfortably goin to toilet for half an hour.
by the time the toilet is ready for me to use, its nearing 11, and i gotta go jammin at 12 at tanjong pagar.
see why i dun want to cheong... coz theres just too much lined up for me... i'm so tired today... i'm a walking zombie.
but on a good side, the jammin place, the guy running the show Bob... held sum hari raya celebration thing for all his friends/customer/ etc so we all get to eat yummy mutton ribs, nasi sambal goreng, and erm... really sweet kailan...
i better go sleep now.
why?
ppl in my house talk REALLY loudly. woke me up at 9am, eventho i got home at 2am, and slept by 2.30ish..
bro questions why i'm back so late bla bla REALLY loudly eventho theres no fuckin construction going on...
finally dragged myself out of bed at 10ish just to find my bro conveniently and comfortably goin to toilet for half an hour.
by the time the toilet is ready for me to use, its nearing 11, and i gotta go jammin at 12 at tanjong pagar.
see why i dun want to cheong... coz theres just too much lined up for me... i'm so tired today... i'm a walking zombie.
but on a good side, the jammin place, the guy running the show Bob... held sum hari raya celebration thing for all his friends/customer/ etc so we all get to eat yummy mutton ribs, nasi sambal goreng, and erm... really sweet kailan...
i better go sleep now.
Friday, December 05, 2003
for the first time...
asian beat tix is sold out. thanks to CHC ppl supporting Dream Factory, a finalist band...
Thursday, December 04, 2003
moral of the story is...
hand itchy, butt itchy, scratch it.
but if it turns sore, infected, ppl will snigger.
had some laugh coz somebody did sumthing stupid in office.
had worries coz serge seems so caught up with his boss's attitude.
had loads of things in my eyes... the gooey kind.. for past few days.
goin asian beat finals ya. later.
oh yeah. tryin to save up for a canon A80... finally... a digi cam of my own??
but if it turns sore, infected, ppl will snigger.
had some laugh coz somebody did sumthing stupid in office.
had worries coz serge seems so caught up with his boss's attitude.
had loads of things in my eyes... the gooey kind.. for past few days.
goin asian beat finals ya. later.
oh yeah. tryin to save up for a canon A80... finally... a digi cam of my own??
Sunday, November 30, 2003
Saturday, November 29, 2003
sat nite fever
no i'm not having a fever of watever.
but i'm at home on saturday. night. well, i did go to serge's sister's birthday celebration. yeah, then went home lor. go out and partY?
here's my typical laments:
too crowded
too expensive
not worth it, buy frm 7-11 better
7-11 too ex, buy frm carrefour better
cab fare too ex
i want my beauty sleep
the thing is, not that i DUN want to cheong, or party or wat...
firstly, i'm not a party person. yeah. with a great big good crowd? sure... why not...
but partying (usually at clubs/disco) always end with me with smoke smells. yuck. i really really loathe cigg smells on me. hair, clothing... everything. so unless its a real to die for (dj shadow or chem bros, or break beats music, ie old phuture) or a rare chance that a gp of my fav ppl have gathering or wat not... chances is i'm not really going to be there.
which brings me to point 2 of why i dun really cheong. the timing. i DO envy ppl with no care in the world... i dun mean everything... but generally, have the habit of sleeping late, and waking up later. or ppl with less than 8 hrs of sleep. most of my peers can take it. i cant. i dunno why. i need the min 8 hrs, YET i dun like to wake up later than 11am (whoa thats really late leow). a few rare occasions when i went home later than usual ( 3-4am, or once, 6.30am) i sleep less than 5 hrs, i have to wake up and do chores. CHORES? yes, chores. weekly moping of floor/sweeping.. with my 'packed' weekends of jammings and meeting up and going out with bf/friends/etc... i WANT to laze around, i WANT to do no housework... but i cant. i have responsibilities. which brings me to the NEXT point.
i got loving grandma. she'll make sure she'll have breakfast for me everyday sat and sunday coz i'll be at home, and scared i'll be hungry without breakfast. now... if i were to wake up later than breakfast time (usually 10+), or nearing lunch time... the food would have gone soggy/cold/watever... which i can warm up later or i'll still eat it. problem is... my grandma, lovingly as she is, likes to nag. and make it a sarcastic one. threatened she wont buy breakfast and stuff if i keep 'wasting' her breakfast etc etc... so i HAVE to eat it by proper meal time.
or i can just solve all these by just saying no? no to wat?
i'm feeling like stitch all over again. *bites both toes and rolled into a ball*
but i'm at home on saturday. night. well, i did go to serge's sister's birthday celebration. yeah, then went home lor. go out and partY?
here's my typical laments:
too crowded
too expensive
not worth it, buy frm 7-11 better
7-11 too ex, buy frm carrefour better
cab fare too ex
i want my beauty sleep
the thing is, not that i DUN want to cheong, or party or wat...
firstly, i'm not a party person. yeah. with a great big good crowd? sure... why not...
but partying (usually at clubs/disco) always end with me with smoke smells. yuck. i really really loathe cigg smells on me. hair, clothing... everything. so unless its a real to die for (dj shadow or chem bros, or break beats music, ie old phuture) or a rare chance that a gp of my fav ppl have gathering or wat not... chances is i'm not really going to be there.
which brings me to point 2 of why i dun really cheong. the timing. i DO envy ppl with no care in the world... i dun mean everything... but generally, have the habit of sleeping late, and waking up later. or ppl with less than 8 hrs of sleep. most of my peers can take it. i cant. i dunno why. i need the min 8 hrs, YET i dun like to wake up later than 11am (whoa thats really late leow). a few rare occasions when i went home later than usual ( 3-4am, or once, 6.30am) i sleep less than 5 hrs, i have to wake up and do chores. CHORES? yes, chores. weekly moping of floor/sweeping.. with my 'packed' weekends of jammings and meeting up and going out with bf/friends/etc... i WANT to laze around, i WANT to do no housework... but i cant. i have responsibilities. which brings me to the NEXT point.
i got loving grandma. she'll make sure she'll have breakfast for me everyday sat and sunday coz i'll be at home, and scared i'll be hungry without breakfast. now... if i were to wake up later than breakfast time (usually 10+), or nearing lunch time... the food would have gone soggy/cold/watever... which i can warm up later or i'll still eat it. problem is... my grandma, lovingly as she is, likes to nag. and make it a sarcastic one. threatened she wont buy breakfast and stuff if i keep 'wasting' her breakfast etc etc... so i HAVE to eat it by proper meal time.
or i can just solve all these by just saying no? no to wat?
i'm feeling like stitch all over again. *bites both toes and rolled into a ball*
Friday, November 28, 2003
end of the mth resolutions
i decided to do this end of the mth thingy...
why? i dunno.
i resolve to:
1) be passionate abt my job. yes, i always complain how this and how that abt my work/office/colleagues. i shall frm today forth be passionate, and do my best (not that i didnt all the while).
2) not be affected by what ppl say too much. yes, i'm always tryin to 'fit in' into society/friends/family's ideals of wat i shld or shld not do. watever i do/did and watever their comments is.... fuck it.
3) give thanks to whoever/watever/whenever. i'm thankful my family members are healthy, happy and i got everything i wanted, am grateful, and of course, i'm very very lucky that i got a loving boyfriend.
the world is chaotic enough. enough of sadness. bla bla. u gotta work it, if u want it.
why? i dunno.
i resolve to:
1) be passionate abt my job. yes, i always complain how this and how that abt my work/office/colleagues. i shall frm today forth be passionate, and do my best (not that i didnt all the while).
2) not be affected by what ppl say too much. yes, i'm always tryin to 'fit in' into society/friends/family's ideals of wat i shld or shld not do. watever i do/did and watever their comments is.... fuck it.
3) give thanks to whoever/watever/whenever. i'm thankful my family members are healthy, happy and i got everything i wanted, am grateful, and of course, i'm very very lucky that i got a loving boyfriend.
the world is chaotic enough. enough of sadness. bla bla. u gotta work it, if u want it.
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Monday, November 24, 2003
argh. blythe attack!
just reserved this doll. the one i really liked.
and thinking of getting this one next
man they are evil. makes u spend. grrrrr.
and thinking of getting this one next
man they are evil. makes u spend. grrrrr.
Sunday, November 23, 2003
somehow
i am still not officially out of lynx. they dun want to let me go.
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
anyhoo... saw this really nice guitar. epiphone zack wylde series. wooo. nice. very nice. i want one. retail list price is 1350. :S but if there's the pink and black design, i'll definately buy it. altho i'm not a guitarist. but hey... pink leh.
but i already gotten what my bf would like as a gift for his bd... HALF A GUITAR! :D chipped in half for this guitar, newly in, but he's been eyeing for the longest time online. :) collecting tomolo on his behalf as i'm on leave, and got nothing to do... :/
ppl still owe me money, i still owe ppl money. aint good eh?
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
anyhoo... saw this really nice guitar. epiphone zack wylde series. wooo. nice. very nice. i want one. retail list price is 1350. :S but if there's the pink and black design, i'll definately buy it. altho i'm not a guitarist. but hey... pink leh.
but i already gotten what my bf would like as a gift for his bd... HALF A GUITAR! :D chipped in half for this guitar, newly in, but he's been eyeing for the longest time online. :) collecting tomolo on his behalf as i'm on leave, and got nothing to do... :/
ppl still owe me money, i still owe ppl money. aint good eh?
Saturday, November 22, 2003
not a good week
everyone's argue-ing
family got problems
i am broke
work aint fantastically great and satisfying
throat feels like a ton, and rusti
ppl owe me money, i owe ppl money
bills bills bills
i miss my mama and papa
i think i want to sell off alot of things thats cluttering ard my room and living room watever. i collect too much junk.
old magazines anyone? receipts, notes, mails, containers, mess, duurrt...
family got problems
i am broke
work aint fantastically great and satisfying
throat feels like a ton, and rusti
ppl owe me money, i owe ppl money
bills bills bills
i miss my mama and papa
i think i want to sell off alot of things thats cluttering ard my room and living room watever. i collect too much junk.
old magazines anyone? receipts, notes, mails, containers, mess, duurrt...
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
aw man
shit happens when u are about to go on leave.
suddenly infinite amt of projects looms over my desk, with briefs for them as short as my eyebrow hairs.
and today a _trying_to_be_ well dressed lady cut into my queue at hawker centre, and gave me the lamest excuse when i told her nicely she cut into my queue.
'the aunty took my order first. if u want, go ahead, be in front of me'
its HELLO, YOU cut into my q, can still say these kind of things, and when the aunty DID ask wat u want, u just go ahead and ignore me. obviously, she wants to cut my q.
luckily that loud and obnoxious lady at the stall got the hint as i stood quietly (the 'articulate' lady spoke really loudly) and asked me wat i wanted, and gave me my orders first. :/
then met TKL, ALT and mr wong, with serge of coz, for dinner and pool... heh. was fun. but table is bad. balls are flying.
tired. off to sleep. i want a dog like oscar.
suddenly infinite amt of projects looms over my desk, with briefs for them as short as my eyebrow hairs.
and today a _trying_to_be_ well dressed lady cut into my queue at hawker centre, and gave me the lamest excuse when i told her nicely she cut into my queue.
'the aunty took my order first. if u want, go ahead, be in front of me'
its HELLO, YOU cut into my q, can still say these kind of things, and when the aunty DID ask wat u want, u just go ahead and ignore me. obviously, she wants to cut my q.
luckily that loud and obnoxious lady at the stall got the hint as i stood quietly (the 'articulate' lady spoke really loudly) and asked me wat i wanted, and gave me my orders first. :/
then met TKL, ALT and mr wong, with serge of coz, for dinner and pool... heh. was fun. but table is bad. balls are flying.
tired. off to sleep. i want a dog like oscar.
Monday, November 17, 2003
Saturday, November 15, 2003
Friday, November 14, 2003
yes
i is guilty. of not giving congratulations on the actual day! better late than never.
CONGRATS 5th UNCLE! May u have lots of wedded bliss, and its good to at LONG last see u met someone special to settle down with. :) finally another ang pao to add to my new yr anticipation! hehe... but then if he's at liverpool, then abit diff to get hor??? nvm.. there's fedex. or ups.
CONGRATS 5th UNCLE! May u have lots of wedded bliss, and its good to at LONG last see u met someone special to settle down with. :) finally another ang pao to add to my new yr anticipation! hehe... but then if he's at liverpool, then abit diff to get hor??? nvm.. there's fedex. or ups.
Thursday, November 13, 2003
havent blog for sooo long.
again.
yes. i is lazy. wat to do?
as my grandma is on holiday at london (but she's coming back soon) i have to do the laundry. luckily, after 2 weeks of laundry washing and hanging and smelly clothes as the result of no sunning, my grandpa decided to help out abit by takin in the lighter loads after sunning them for a few hrs, and now it only takes 1 day to dry the clothes (and boy they smell so much fresher), instead of 2 days indoors. :)
told my vox at LYNX how i really felt abt the whole all girl tryin to sell to labels at taiwan... so yeah... now i'm kinda... not playing... anymore. yay. more time for me... urgh.
my office has no pin hole camera, but we are still under surveillance, there's spies everywhere, and yeah..
got two new colleagues as MR EDITOR is leaving... and guess what... the new ppl are all guys... there's no females in the whole office, except 3 of us (two is employed the longest of time).... the whole office is turning male. guess the boss likes males. *snigger snigger*
yes. i is lazy. wat to do?
as my grandma is on holiday at london (but she's coming back soon) i have to do the laundry. luckily, after 2 weeks of laundry washing and hanging and smelly clothes as the result of no sunning, my grandpa decided to help out abit by takin in the lighter loads after sunning them for a few hrs, and now it only takes 1 day to dry the clothes (and boy they smell so much fresher), instead of 2 days indoors. :)
told my vox at LYNX how i really felt abt the whole all girl tryin to sell to labels at taiwan... so yeah... now i'm kinda... not playing... anymore. yay. more time for me... urgh.
my office has no pin hole camera, but we are still under surveillance, there's spies everywhere, and yeah..
got two new colleagues as MR EDITOR is leaving... and guess what... the new ppl are all guys... there's no females in the whole office, except 3 of us (two is employed the longest of time).... the whole office is turning male. guess the boss likes males. *snigger snigger*
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
and my life is
busy
slack
broke
boring
aimless
unhealthy
and i plan to do these in this month:
1) finish arrangin songs for the all girl band 'LYNX' (thats the name hur)
2) save (yes, been sayin that for the longest time)
3) plan my leave and holiday
4) finish all my projects in office
5) make something nice, a whole set, for Ice. Probably a doll size Marlboro Menthols Light hardpack too. :P
the most unanswerable question of the moment:
what do serge want for his birthday that i CAN afford to buy/do?
slack
broke
boring
aimless
unhealthy
and i plan to do these in this month:
1) finish arrangin songs for the all girl band 'LYNX' (thats the name hur)
2) save (yes, been sayin that for the longest time)
3) plan my leave and holiday
4) finish all my projects in office
5) make something nice, a whole set, for Ice. Probably a doll size Marlboro Menthols Light hardpack too. :P
the most unanswerable question of the moment:
what do serge want for his birthday that i CAN afford to buy/do?
Monday, November 03, 2003
rush busy mush
been very bz with jamming.
the all girl thing.
yeah.
and i'm lazy, i cannot learn more on guitars and i sux at solos. heck, even riffs.
and i'm too soft hearted to say a firm NO. *sigh*
the all girl thing.
yeah.
and i'm lazy, i cannot learn more on guitars and i sux at solos. heck, even riffs.
and i'm too soft hearted to say a firm NO. *sigh*
Thursday, October 30, 2003
Sunday, October 26, 2003
never update for so long ler....
hi ppl (hear echoes of own voice, and a haystack rolled past)
been a real bz week. shall sum it up.
wednesday went jogging. i noe.laugh ppl. i dun normally exercise, but yes, i went joggin.
thursday, went drinkin with crazy muthafukas jason and litin. ricky was there too! for a while...and jason's frends are quite nonsense, but then... ok, we all stayed overnite until 6am, took a cab back home. boring.
friday, muscle ached, have to do marketing, then cook for 6 ppl, then after that do laundry (very very tired and aching by now)
sat, jam for FOUR(!) hours at beats merchants. nice place. :D
sun, jam AGAIN! this time at boons, 1 hr, didnt noe sara is tryin out drums for zort's and bd's band...eugene sumthing sumthing.
argh. took leave, to relax, end up many many activities ah. oh did i mention i'm jamming again tomorrow as well as the coming friday and sunday also?
ARGH!
oh i did one side of the tiny birks i'm making for ice. now to find the suitable glue for leather and cork material. anyone?
been a real bz week. shall sum it up.
wednesday went jogging. i noe.laugh ppl. i dun normally exercise, but yes, i went joggin.
thursday, went drinkin with crazy muthafukas jason and litin. ricky was there too! for a while...and jason's frends are quite nonsense, but then... ok, we all stayed overnite until 6am, took a cab back home. boring.
friday, muscle ached, have to do marketing, then cook for 6 ppl, then after that do laundry (very very tired and aching by now)
sat, jam for FOUR(!) hours at beats merchants. nice place. :D
sun, jam AGAIN! this time at boons, 1 hr, didnt noe sara is tryin out drums for zort's and bd's band...eugene sumthing sumthing.
argh. took leave, to relax, end up many many activities ah. oh did i mention i'm jamming again tomorrow as well as the coming friday and sunday also?
ARGH!
oh i did one side of the tiny birks i'm making for ice. now to find the suitable glue for leather and cork material. anyone?
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Monday, October 20, 2003
Friday, October 17, 2003
Thursday, October 16, 2003
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Monday, October 13, 2003
disco boogie
my blythe doll is here. today. thats pretty fast, coz i just ordered on friday.
here's some tan jiak pics.
here's some tan jiak pics.
Friday, October 10, 2003
haiz
past few days i've:
1) bot a gold ring. yellow gold. thin narrow. a beauty minimal.
2) ordered Disco Boogie blythe doll.
3) rushed sum corp projects
4) finally went shopping, altho didnt buy much
5) nvr go out for moovie
6) went home to eat.
7) right earhole giving me problems. seems infected. painful.
8) got a pimple below my mouth
9) walked in the rain during lunch. brollies with serge. no brollies in office. boss ask me to use faulty ones. wtf.
10) nvr practice guitar nor bass nor violin nor piano.nothing.
1) bot a gold ring. yellow gold. thin narrow. a beauty minimal.
2) ordered Disco Boogie blythe doll.
3) rushed sum corp projects
4) finally went shopping, altho didnt buy much
5) nvr go out for moovie
6) went home to eat.
7) right earhole giving me problems. seems infected. painful.
8) got a pimple below my mouth
9) walked in the rain during lunch. brollies with serge. no brollies in office. boss ask me to use faulty ones. wtf.
10) nvr practice guitar nor bass nor violin nor piano.nothing.
Monday, October 06, 2003
ouch part 423456...
i fell down. luckily, on muddy patch. unluckily, i got stared at on my way home. dressed in tee, berms, and muddy left knee, left toes and left slippers. no wonder. i wore slippers.
Sunday, October 05, 2003
Thursday, October 02, 2003
list my bad points...
mean
rude
petty
sarcastic
ungrateful
bashable face
unfillial
bitch
slut
fake
insincere
stubborn
uptight
short fuse
annoying
auntish
sore loser
tactless
critical
think too much
spoil sport
boh chap
attitude (? can be good or bad mah, ppl...)
more rudeness, pettiness, bla bla
and most importantly
HOPELESS.
subjected in the eyes of da family.
they cant be bothered, i cant be bothered, i get accused. ah. this is the best bit abt life.
i am, 22 yrs old. stay in Spore for past... 13 yrs?
13 yrs i'm subjected to ppl's scrutiny. grades, my companions, my actions. etc etc.
yes. i am imperfect. i have flaws. DO YOU? erm, add my bad points lah, not ur own. i want to noe more. but if u guys wanna have a say, watever lah. bomb my haloscan.
rude
petty
sarcastic
ungrateful
bashable face
unfillial
bitch
slut
fake
insincere
stubborn
uptight
short fuse
annoying
auntish
sore loser
tactless
critical
think too much
spoil sport
boh chap
attitude (? can be good or bad mah, ppl...)
more rudeness, pettiness, bla bla
and most importantly
HOPELESS.
subjected in the eyes of da family.
they cant be bothered, i cant be bothered, i get accused. ah. this is the best bit abt life.
i am, 22 yrs old. stay in Spore for past... 13 yrs?
13 yrs i'm subjected to ppl's scrutiny. grades, my companions, my actions. etc etc.
yes. i am imperfect. i have flaws. DO YOU? erm, add my bad points lah, not ur own. i want to noe more. but if u guys wanna have a say, watever lah. bomb my haloscan.
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