Wednesday, August 31, 2005

our Hong Kong journey!

:D

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excited about goin HK!

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nice sea! and mini clouds!

HK buildings...
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see POWER GYM? :P

the busy streets...
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at temple street
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the golden bauhinia flower
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at repulse bay temple/beach...
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aberdeen village...
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rich ppl's boats...
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less rich ppl's floating house
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jumbo restaurant
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our PUN CHOI lunch
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check out the size of this thing! but illusion one.. the stainless steel plate quite shallow.

TOM LEE music puts our local swee lee to shame!
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it has almost all the big name brands u can find there! PRS,Fenders,Gibsons,Warwick bla bla... but abit ex to our liking... :|

night at the victoria bay
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lookin at Hong Kong island... the display of lights is SANS MUSIC... so kinda erm... unlike sentosa's fountain of lights.
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at avenue of stars...
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paying homage to Justin's Ronald MacDonald butt caressing...
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ferry! ferry!
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goin to the peak!
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at madame tussauds!
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too bad it was misty. :(

went stanley market too! the bus/cab drivers there are crazy F1 / malaysian mini bus drivers wannabe! and the roads to the beaches are curvy.. serge said like initial D.
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your friendly neightbourhood cooker.

there's this cool lil park (kowloon park) with swimming pool ok? SG shld have one too!
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thats all folks!
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Sunday, August 28, 2005

back from HongKong

will post pictures later. still stoning from waking up at 12.30pm.... :P

basically HongKong is a more congested Singapore. The way they spend $ is more than Singaporeans, everybody is buying something, everyone wears birkenstocks (price about same as SG), all the young ones are so trendy (no see a nerdish one anywhere, all trendy tees and sneakers and hair...), imported cars... alot of mini coopers....

but the food is great. we stepped into any restaurants, the food is good... the hongkong chinese restaurants... the only problem is always what's in the menu coz the chinese is written in the traditional, not simplified way... and i dun really understand their cantonese, and vice versa.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

new stage

since i've been slackin my ass the past few weeks... its about time to do something

1. go holiday. hong kong here we come!
2. be a stylist. for portraits and band photos. anybody is welcomed to call me for enquires.
3. be a DI person. build portfolio. since its quite close to drawing, or illustrations. :P
4. submit some 3d animation portfolio to try goin to frameworks. i just kinda lost hope in gettin recruited in the workforce, esp local broadcast industry.

hahaha... too diversed... but thats me. i wanna do everything.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

interbiew tomorrow!

a call from someone who got my contacts from another (failed) interviewer..

the place's at holland v... so keepin my fingers crossed! X

Sunday, July 31, 2005

NDP tanks & parade

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and dentist appt today!
ouch.

goin for school of rock finals at junction 8....

how? no job?!?!??

boooohoooo havent worked on portfolio too!
i'm complaining too much and too little action!
bleah.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

think i blew it

asked for a higher pay... thinking they will negotiate...

but!

well think the lady boss' kinda shocked w my request....

so i'll just wait and see..
besides... i havent properly go and find a job i wanna do.
and i really wanna draw again!
and organise gigs.
and do more mini birks for blythes. my 1st pair is sold! and that was ugly! hahahaha opps. i mean i could've done better la... so joo, wait for me yup? :P

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i got a job offer

pros:
-slightly better pay
-seemed like a pretty stable design house
-i was headhunted. wheee...
-familiar ppl/environment

cons:
-doing the same old job. diff process but same job.
-VERY VERY near my ex-boss.


hmmmm....

Friday, July 22, 2005

omg XX been hacked

ya ya i know its old news.

the hubster was going like 'well she deserved it for being so full of herself' etc etc... but i think right now its not the time to be giving judgement bah. give her a few more days to calm down, get up her new blog etc... THEN give judgement. HAHA.. ok?

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

mid week...

and nothing's done!!!

OMG!

am i procrastinating?
slacking too much?
or simply, TOO MUCH HOUSEWORK?

no...

had a run this morning. so thats one thing done.

laundry basket? not full yet...
opps need to restart comp first. just installed software to load mp3s up into my new motorola E398. :D

Monday, July 18, 2005

in the end...

stayed at home on sat. missed PLUSH at baybeats and Bloggers Con...

so to make it up, i went Baybeats again on Sunday... and catched Concave Scream, Electrico & Copeland!!!
its great to see musicians play, enjoy some music... just like a few years back. i dont just wanna grow old and miss out what we used to do last time as teens.

wheeee....

staying at home and dunno what to do for the week is giving me nervous jitters. why? coz i'm so used to having a stable job, stable income... suddenly, its just ... UNCERTAIN.

well i guess i'll just slowwwwwly enjoy my OWN TIME...
later.

Friday, July 15, 2005

baybeats or bloggers convention?

sat.

same location. or within vicinity.

how how?
heard this yr there's another all girls band performin at baybeats.
hmmmm.... baybeats it is then! LOL!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

materials again!

haiz.
been spending money lately... but i did put some $$ aside for savings!
really! i did!

my birks arrived today. spent $70 ($65 + shipping $5) on it. still cheaper than gettin it at local stores. its a spearmint colour madrid design.

meanwhile, i'm tryin to complete what i've owed my friend, toy design. sorry rizal! heh.

now listening - Damien Rice 'O'

updated@2.18pm: made steamed corn in cup! yummy!

Friday, July 08, 2005

conclusion:

assholes in the world need to do one thing:

piss blood and DIE.

lets see... who needs to be doing this?

terrorists
greedy peeps
suck blood bosses
'we stand for the ppl *but in fact we're doin it for ourselves' leaders
polluters
bad drivers
unhappy workers in the service industries

Thursday, July 07, 2005

ARGH! SPENDING ALERT!

just as i am jobless... i'm tempted with a $65 pair of birks!

ARGH!!!!

WHAT CAME OVER ME!??!?!

I CANNOT CONTROL LEFT CLICKIN 'BUY NOW'!!!!

i'll be damned. :/

what a cold morning

kena woken up extremely early this morning.

ok, not THAT extreme, but its 6.45am. usual waking time is around 8am...

*yawnnnnnnn*

aw man i fear my blog will be as boring as me! but! of coz! it's MY blog mah!

boring boring boring boring....

Monday, July 04, 2005

KL...

hello!

seemed like this time in KL, there's a long list of things to do when i am back...

but so far, i've done these few leowsssss....

wash car
measure water levels for dad to do ceiling
register to exchange my IC for new digital one
prepare dinner


erm... yeah... so far its been good food, lots of feeding to the mossies, and walkin on dusty grounds.... :P

we'll see what will be happening these next few days bah.

i miss serge. and playing bass. boohoo.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

sweet!

saw a rainbow this morning on my way to work.

this morning, i was later than usual. something tells me to take it easy.
and on the train, i saw the rainbow. nice!

Monday, June 27, 2005

question

always had this question or something like this in my head but finally i found my question *bleah*....

'Do you read all the linked up bloggers daily?'

i have a list here.... lets see.... mostly poly mates, poly mates... some IRC friends...

thats about it?

how about 50 ppl? so u read 50 blogs a day?
i dunno... maybe i read slow... or just too lazy... probably the latter.

oh its my last week!

great. lookin forward to KL again!

its been a while since i went back. and since my parents needed a cleaner & painter (hey i can do both!), yeah... plus spicy sauce steamed fish & belachan kang kong is calling out to me...

anyhoo... goin to be jobless soon.
wonder whats in it for me in the near future?

i hope i will have a new job soon, so i can apply annual leave to go HK end of this yr...
or stay jobless.... then i can go anywhere i want.... *wishful thinking*

we'll see...

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

materials series to end... and beginning of the little girl series

welcome to the little girl series.

inspired by a bad bout of misunderstandings regarding certain materials possessions, i've decided to start afresh with little girl series.

basically, its a series of short stories. with little girl as the protagonist. enjoy. hope to turn it into picture book soon too!


'there was once this little girl, who has big ambitions.

little girl was good at a few things. namely gardening, piloting, and running.

gardening calms her down.

piloting, well, let's say she's good manipulating joysticks.

and she can really run.


little girl grew up (but not that much) and was doing full time air fighter piloting for career. money was good, but the stress & pressure was there.

in her free time, she can bonsai-fy a plain old boring shrub.

and little girl believes running can put her health in tip top conditions for piloting and gardening.




one day the air force hired someone better (probably older too), and she was no longer needed to fly full time. so little girl need to find a job quickly.

gardening?

running?'

Monday, June 20, 2005

whee my titles sucked

found this after fumbling thru a few 'famous' bloggers.

but i'm not writing what he wrote. basically readin his blog reminds me of the time, i follow ms brahooha on her icq outing, and when i met up w local blythe lovers 'community'.

in short, i rather know the person's real name, than to be known as rave, dick, watnot.

or, if u must go for such outing, wear a sticker/teeshirt/cap that has ur nickname on.
wont it save alot of trouble having ppl to identify u (if u are attention seeking), and on a good side, u can reuse the teeshirt/cap *except sticker. unless u print 1000 copies

Sunday, June 19, 2005

yawn

wake up at 10-11am on sat and today.

will be goin back KL on 2nd july. guess only my baby would miss me. heh.
be back just in time for Goof CHarlotte (opps) concert.

wah seh. long time no go concert leh! hehehe

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

TAG U'RE IT!

pass this along all u fellow blogsters.

WHAT'S YOUR DAILY TRAVEL ESSENTIALS?

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soon to be sold panasonic lumix camera

subject:

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battered up $5 army market slingbag

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house&office keys

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everyday watch

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panasonic mobilephone

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ipod mini w lousy battery life & eq

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but sony studio monitors to the rescue!

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ezlink card

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with MY MELODY design! EEKS!


somehow i manage to forget my wallet. but its ok. there's always a familiar to borrow money from.

i am a geek!!!!

check out my new layout. moahahahahah.

all done by myself!

of coz, with a few referencing on CSS style etc etc...
mod princess wannabe!

Friday, June 10, 2005

sheesh

contrary to my previous post, today was TOTAL ASS BITCHIN SESSION day.

complains about certain colleagues

complains about WEIRDOS on the mrt DURING PEAK PERIOD

complains about the crowd at town on fri nite

many many complains.
man... i feel good after that. ahhh...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

wakakakaka

hey i didnt keep up with my promise in the last post... but waddahell. :P

been real busy, esp after you've tendered your resignation. suddenly the workload! omg.... surged beyond comprehension.

but it's been good.... i'm complaining less, enjoying the silly stresses others are giving me coz it'll be gone soon! etc etc...

my soon-to-be-ex boss made another failed attempt to revive my 'passion for producing'. its more like sarcastic, for he mentioned 'such a waste, up&coming producer..' bla bla. especially since i've already made my decision to leave. what's the point of staying 1 more mth to help out? i rather do other things...


speakin of which...
i dun intend to find a job soon, need to rebuild my portfolio, do some animation, draw and be a good homemaker for my hardworking hubster. probably see if there's any freelance along the way....

also tryin to dabble in concert/gig producing. with my new skill as 'producer', i hope to really make a mark on the small pathetic but growing local music scene.

waddahell.
think seekee think.

Monday, May 30, 2005

i shall blog everyday!

since someone mentioned me and raisins 'die' leow in the blog cyberspace world... hence my title.

must u have an interesting life, then there's something to blog? would readers them if ur life is interesting? or would readers come back to boring but daily updated blogs? thats something thats going on around...

i guess my fad w blogs kinda slowed down a wee bit after having this job as traffic. hours are long, OT (without OT pay), bla bla bla... makes u very tired after everyday, and wanna sleep all days long over the weekends.

thats why... the revive the interest in bloggin, i've decided to QUIT MY JOB!


what a drastic move rite?
*hint: publicity la...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

big walk!

we participated in TNP annual Big Walk for the 1st Time!

the feeling of walkin in the middle of the otherwise busy Nicole Highway is damn shiok! hahahaha I RULE THE ROAD! :P

we walked *almost* 10km, had lots of fun taking pictures of fellow participants as well as friends (mostly hubster's ex-colleagues), chat and walked. goodie bags include freebies like sunflower oil (!), centrium pills, Nova coffee mix, jacobs biscuit and lotsa flyers! really handy for burning as fuel. :P

Thursday, May 19, 2005

new news/old news

man i'm falling sick. i dunno from what... probably the toffee caramel ice cream from wednesday night.

new news:
1) star wars 3 is great! not wow great! but great in general.
2) i'll be movin in my new place. hopefully i can get the hang of it.
3) someone's gettin hitched.

old news:
1) still tryin to change my career/job/watever.
2) still fallin sick due to weather/environment
3) still have tons of projects, half done, uncompleted, not gettin my ass to work on it. WHATS WRONG W ME!?

well, another weekend coming up... hope i spend much more meaningful time this time.
cheers!

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

onhiatusorwat?

its been an exciting few weeks.

namely:
serge changed jobs. love ya baby! no matter what happens!

i'm gettin a wheeebit tired of workin at my current job. its just too taxing waiting for ppl to finish the job for u.

invited some guests over to our house, there's cold drinks now! and can cook!
come cook up a storm!

realised i gained a grand total of 10kg since poly days. boohooo.

went for my 1st SG Blythe Lovers gathering. and i'm not even a member! lol.



must really start to get my lazy ass workin again. TO THE FUTURE!

Friday, April 15, 2005

wah seh

i didnt noe i have blog fans! ok, technically they are not fans, but fiends... so due to popular demand, i will resolve :

1) type more than 3 sentences!
2) blog more interesting things thats happening
3) read other's blog and leave lots of comments! (if possible)

however...
1) its not the quantity, but the quality!
2) there's nothing interesting! really!
3) when i have time.

so yeah.
excuses hor? :P

yesterday went to buy a gift fr a fello colleague, and jace suggested peach roses too... the said colleague is really touched by our gestures... esp when she dun get flowers at all frm her bf. sad hor?

thats all folks!

Sunday, April 03, 2005

nothing to blog!

nothing much happening!

but my fridge is here...
meaning...


COME OVER FOR MAKAN! :P

Friday, March 25, 2005

SP TALENTIME was...

interesting.

altho... i do feel REALLY out of place being in an unfamiliar school etc etc... felt old w a bunch of young yaya papaya kids...
but kids will be kids... let them enjoy the innocence of still studying and not caring for the world... for before they knew it, they are responsible adults. hahahaha *sinister laughter*

ok, back to talentime.

there's no lack of talents there. thats for sure. and i guess being full time students, they dun really have a lot of time to practice and rehearse on their acts... plus alot of them are pretty nervous. and i think i'm pretty embarassed w my comments. alot of them were 'erm' gosh... plus the crowd dun like me alot. haha. VVhatever...

the guest bands? sux to the core.
the stage set up? really bad. not even amatuerish. feedbacks all around but they dunno how to solve it or what is even wrong w the set up. 1st timer excuse? Lame.

i know i do sound bias, but TP really have a better group of PA ppl than SP. its pointless to have rehearsals if in the actual event everything went wrong.

stage ppl, brush up ur acts for they are bringin down the talents at talentime.
bleah!

Friday, March 18, 2005

bored senseless

ROMANCE  MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man  + dumb woman =  affair
Dumb man +  smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy  


OFFICE  ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss  + dumb employee =  production
Dumb boss +  smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime  


SHOPPING  MATH
A  man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item  that she doesn't need.


GENERAL EQUATIONS &  STATISTICS
A  woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never  worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one  who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one  who can find such a man.


HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must  understand him a lot and love him a
little.
To be happy with a woman, you  must love her a lot and not try to
understand her at all.


LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single  men do, but married men are a lot
more willing to die.


PROPENSITY TO  CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting  he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she  won't change, and she does.


DISCUSSION  TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any  argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new  argument.


HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING  MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings,  poking me in the ribs
and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped  after I started
doing the same thing to them at funerals.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

glimpse of my new 'pad'

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projection

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projector

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the BLIMP in action!

Monday, February 28, 2005

i'm gonna be...

judging Singapore Poly's Talentime with illyas and jeremy ratnam. HA!

so exciting...

Thursday, February 24, 2005

heat!

argh... my lips are dry, and cracked... altho i drink tons of water!
damn the weather!

its almost payday! PAY DAY PAY DAY PAY DAY!
i think i wanna drop my full time job, and work freelance. what u guys think?

Sunday, February 13, 2005

*phew*

been the busiest CNY ever in my entire life.
here there everywhere.

and it can only get busier this yr.

i wish i dream more. daydream tat is.

and i finally realised what a bad 'friend' i am. esp to sec school peeps. i dun call them. i dun communicate well. but its ok. i'm not them.

in fact, i dun even communicate well to anyone at all!

but it's ok.
really is.

i'm just a low profile girl.

Monday, February 07, 2005

CNY!

happy lunar new year ppl!!!!

been so busy cleaning up two places this yr!

but i am happy. :)

Saturday, January 29, 2005

shifted some stuffssss...

and it still didnt looked too full!
yay... not that many things. :P

oh yeah. got a pink ipod mini. :P

Monday, January 24, 2005

inspired!

the spread the love gig made me realised i missed playin the bass very much. shld play more... once i shifted the gears to my new house...

Monday, January 17, 2005

hey thanks guys...for this!



woah c o o l !!!!


*when i have the $$$*


i'll post pics once its settled down at my new house. ;)

Thursday, January 13, 2005

argh!

new house!
new temptations! - ipod shuffle, iLife'05, blythes.. etc etc
new headaches!
new year!
ARGH!

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

this is cool

this is funny. @

Sunday, January 02, 2005

rain rain.

raining for the whole day today.
cant even go out.


sigh...

Saturday, January 01, 2005

2005

auspicious to put the first post of the year on the 1st day rite?
no?

welcome to much more misery and tough life in 2005!

Sunday, December 26, 2004

its goin to be the end pt.2

sadly, this similar title in my earlier post seemed rather pathetic and self centred compared to what i'm goin to write.

its comin to the end of 2004, and how did it end?
5600+ (and counting) dead all over asia.
from a 8.9 earthquake near the west coast of central sumatra, causin huge tidal waves and drowning the coastal regions of india, sri lanka, bangladesh, thailand, malaysia and indonesia. this is 3 days following a 8.1 quake that struck in between australia and the antartica, altho no serious injuries were reported. tragically, majority of those killed are villagers, and tourists visiting the popular thailand beaches of phuket, phi phi island (the beach), ngai island etc.

come to think of it, we almost planed for a phi phi island holiday.
this IS the sign of the end of the world isn't it? it's in the bible. earthquakes.

Friday, December 24, 2004

MERRY XMAS!

i need a new graphic card. mine is giving me the 'flashing' monitor... and some weird text with strikeout effect.... :'(

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

its goin to be the end!

the end of 2004.

what have i done?
nothing.
just worked, changed job, no job satisfaction etc plus low pay. *whine grumble complain*

alot of tolerance needed for this yr... until the next chinese new yr...

patience and tolerance for
career; the people, the work, the amt of stress others are tryin to enforce on me.
family; my grandpa. our relatives. and the politics.
him; i must not flare up in front of him that often, altho everyone seems to be gettin on my nerves.

etc etc. the mrt ppl, the occasional seat/taxi/space snatcher annoynomous frm the common street.

till the yr after this, CHEERS TO XMAS AND WATNOT!

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

i know what u guys can get for me!

for those chipping in for... a pressie for me+serge, can get...

FREE HOLY

available frm crumpler shop, shld be retailin at SGD199 with beans.

ps: can take ur time la. moahahaha.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

it begins now

and again, and again...

haiz. i've learnt to really not take things to heart too much.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Over the Weekend..

i got married. hahahahahahaha

now ppl owe me lots of pics :P

waiting...

waiting for the laundry to finish... so i can hang em up to dry...

PS: shoutout to JUSTINO! hope u had a very nice BD.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

sad

i am sad my grandpa is unwell in the mind. and i am actually sad for my grandma, for i no longer see so much of her fault coz its due to my grandpa's behavior. just fingers crossed that their children would do something abt it soon, for the best of both of them.

on a lighter note,

a panaroma attempt of boat quay *spot the mistakes, but hard coz its really dark*

some of the attendees at wala wala on the 12th

long due halloween pictures, abeit only inside a van

Saturday, November 13, 2004

hello part 2!

hey guys!
thanks for coming down tonite at wala wala's...
really appreciate it!
esp come down, need to spend money on drinks! *touched*
it was a fun set, we all enjoyed ourselves, hope u guys too... ok.. maybe supper was better. ;)

Saturday, November 06, 2004

hello!

i'm gettin jitters frm thinkin of performance on this coming friday. argh! havent been playin for a long time... bleargh!

on a good note tho, a friend loaned me his bass driver/DI effect pedal so i can at least TONE MY BLOODY SOUNDGEAR! after restringing it, it's been giving me the SUPER BRIGHT sound which i loathe..argh!!! *stress stress*

wat to do? no $$ to buy a good bass mah, can only get soundgear. :P

well, today was a suprising day, for my sister actually wanna come along to my jam session. she even tagged along for the whole day / night until we went back home together. AMAZING! for a girl who's only other activity in SG is playing the computer!

Friday, October 29, 2004

its about time

i dedicate this post to him.

things i love abt him, and why i do:
-the attention i get frm him
-the way he makes me laugh with his silly gestures and actions
-how we are able to talk abt anything and everything
-he always gives in to me
-gives me support, in all aspect
-he likes to talk, AND listen
-ever so creative, be it in talkin nonsense or comin up with a silly guitar riff
-ambitious
-changed some of his habits and characteristics for me
-still very child like, with the both of us acting like school kids
-so vain abt his appearance, yet sloppy at the same time
-suey bian / chin chai / 'anything' attitude
-the way he looks at me
-the way he walks

i must admit, thats a rather short list. and i dun get that 'butterfly in ur tummies/nervous/sweaty palms/tingle down the spine/heart beat faster' kinda feeling most of the time. i definately dunno whats the real defination of love. but what i definately know is, i feel that i can talk to him, and feel safe when i'm with him.

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

would you...

demand:
a) stop all computer activities after 10pm
b) no entering of room in the morning / disturbance at night

?

well i definately would if i'm f***in renting a hotel room. just hope some ppl would f***in remember i'm giving up my bed and room as a favour. bleah.

Monday, October 18, 2004

ha!

we're offered a slot to play at wala wala just becoz we've won the 'hoo's the band like (stinkin) hoobastank?'. man this is so bizarre. but sounds like fun all over again.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

dunno wat to blog

haha dunno what to blog.
didnt do much these weeks.

but i managed to practice abit of bass, dress up my dolls, and will ganbate on drawing, and being more positive generally now.

Monday, October 11, 2004

gotta work hard

work work work

gotta work hard to earn more money for my ROM attire. and flat. and.. and...

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

please let me know that it's real

the keyline for those:

1) in love/wants to be in one
2) won lottery/jackpot/showhand
3) cyberchatters

Sunday, October 03, 2004

sigh

i miss drawing. lol...
shld draw more then. draw draw draw...

Thursday, September 23, 2004

zzzzzhuh?

mini announcement:

we'll be registering our marriage on Nov 22

there wont be big wedding dinner anytime soon tho. gotta work out our budget first. 1122. easy to remember isnt it?

Monday, September 20, 2004

tired

am tired and sick and blur

and so many things to think abt

Friday, September 17, 2004

GODDESS

just did THIS tonight.

time to take medicine

Thursday, September 16, 2004

birthdays come and go

despite having loads of -ve vibes durin the trip back with family members, i <3 my family. they are, afterall, family. u cant choose them. :S

gained some weight (GOOD MALAYSIAN FOOD!), lost some money (stupid stupid casino), and got a bunch of SMSes. thanks guys!

now... wonder if the alt_ernate one is free to meet up for coffee or something. slot in time for small quick gathering la... (wink wink hint hint)

Friday, September 10, 2004

awwww

i wrote in a past post that my colleagues are one kind, and i cant really get along well with them.

now, i dun really think i click well with them, but they are a nice bunch. after 5 mths of workin there, i guess i just adapted to their individual workin style and i try to accomodate them as much as i can.

oh i'm not really just sayin these coz i got an early birthday celebration frm them either. :P

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

:)

i like my new blog. looks cool aite? no? sigh...

Sunday, September 05, 2004

sore throat

had a shouting match with my good old brother.

and after the big brahuha... of him accusin me for not paying internet cable fees for a few mths, and i insistance on paid up for 2... i realised there's this one mth where i dun have to pay him coz he didnt contribute for mothers day present.

so... the moral of the story?

nothing. except u get a sore throat while at it.

Friday, September 03, 2004

Birthday Attacks!

yo its bd season coming soon.

namely the 7th, 14th and 18th... hahaha the more impt dates la.
time to organise the all impt 'hey wanna chip in for ang pao for ___'s bd?'

Sunday, August 29, 2004

fast forward

would time move too fast i didnt realise i'll be gettin a flat, then ROM, then dinner, then kids?

gosh.

hope i remember to 'savour' the moment for now.

idol of the week: badly drawn boy

Friday, August 27, 2004

how to save?

if u got less than $150 every mth excluding other expenses?

Monday, August 23, 2004

5 years and more

yup. its approaching.

been in deep thoughts abt alot of things lately.

family.

career.

life in general.

wont it be wonderful if life is simpler? i guess i'm tryin to simplify mine. i dont want to be a victim of the society, but i cant run away frm it. that much. oh well...

Thursday, August 19, 2004

sianism

u noe how good things, the good vibe, the good feelings... after it is the sian-ism?

Sunday, August 15, 2004

hoobastunk weekend

pictures taken of ourselves : plenty
pictures taken at the concert : little
pictures taken at the post concert very exclusive VIP party: nil

its amazing what kind of people we have locally and internationally. its not like we want sincerity, but least be nice.

we (the band) started out with so much energy and enthusiasm all the way frm jurong to bedok, and to sentosa. the hype, the bonding. i tell ya, its the best. we are SO lookin forward to having a good time, totally not expecting to win. Thus our beach wear.

already knew my former all girl band is there at the finals too, and wonder who the other two is. when everyone's settled down and registered, found out that one other band pulled out (prob a waste of their time, which is TRUE) so there's only one other band to look out for.

BOY!
WHAT A WONDERFULLY NICE AND SUPER GOOD BAND THEY ARE! (sense my hmmm sarcasm?)
saying things like 'HeY! Dont touch my amp over there!' loudly in reply to a casual 'So how's it?' question really put people off. not to mention those looks on their faces. gosh, one guy even looked like ricky. but least ricky's a nice boy. sheesh.

man, they thought they would win for sure. they have it good, no mistakes, everything went well... for them. for us? our drummer dropped his stix halfway, but we went on anyway. vox dropped his mobile too... i missed a few notes... and the other girl band didnt sound that fantastic coz they had problems with sound. bleah.
that moment in time, we rather the girl band win than them hao lians. gosh cant believe i even cheered them on when they went up to play! grrrr.

they hung ard like bees to honey, or groupies (ugly) to rockstars at the stage. wantin to find out when's the result. win for sure... while we chilled at the back tent... tryin to cool ourselves off (boy its damn hot). so when they announced 3rd prize is them hao lians.... BOY DID ALL OF US SCREAM OUR HEARTS OUT! altho i quit their band a while ago, we are still bitchy people. haha! so its either them or us, and we won. man.. ah liang jumped like a monkey. all of us were ECSTATIC!

split goodies, went makan (lousy food at sentosa ppl, thats why BK got long q's), and came back for concert. saw the band (hoo?) backstage. not exactly nice ppl, frm the impression i get. got our post party invites, managed to get chris the drummer to sign something, altho his face is _yeah watever kind_ and we went back out to the audience.

we really had a good time. they were good, energetic, made mistakes, doug stripped his top hmmm sang falsetto . the IMPRESSION WAS REALLY AWESOME. that was the joke people. we rushed back to bathe and change and took a cab down ($13) to indochine. and MAN! we shld have U-turned back. not waste more $$$. no autographs, no pictures, no talk. too many ppl, too many groupies (male AND female dont ask) gosh the attitude! damn disappointed at one of my favorite bands. very tempted to burn their original CD (which i brought) right in front of them.


lemme just end this one:
there's always better musicians, with a better attitude out there, that i rather put my $$$ with. kiss my @$$ un-nice ppl.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

I GOT A SELFISH BROTHER

ahahahahah
ok enough said. heee.just veryvery disappointed. haiz.

but we got thru to the FINALS of hoobastank competition!

Monday, August 09, 2004

hmmm sg idle

funny.
alot of ppl are just in for their 15 mins of fame. or 14:59 mins to be exact.

hur hur hur

Friday, August 06, 2004

hmmmm the war of PCs

loaned his laptop over the weekend, thot wanna have some fun with the ibook.

but there i'm hearing again and again frm my bro that 'mac sucks, mac cant do these, mac cant do that'....
and when i'm tellin mac users i'm a PC user at home they go like 'oh pc full of virus, hang, blue screen, pc sux, cant do this and that...'

come on... there's no perfect machine that operates without hanging at all and sans virus. EVEN with all the patching the bloody OS needs. like how the slob puts it, its a COMPUTER.

Friday, July 30, 2004

ok i'm desperate

i'm really desperate guys... coz i noe it sounds extremely stupid to ask for a $2 bank transfer to my acct... but those who went bbq steamboat buffet, help pls? at least for the two cards? gahahaha. gosh only $20 left in my DBS, $3.13 for my OCBC. this is. the. ultimate.

anyhoo. serge treat me go see steve vai. very exciting! its really good. to see 2 inhuman ppl performin on stage. namely vai and sheehan.

goin off. seeya in KL dudes and dudettes.

Sunday, July 25, 2004

exciting week ahead!

the news of tryin out for the hoobastank cover competition, gatherin of ol poly mates, meetin up another bunch (but still quite the same ol) later tonite for bday celebration, jammin next tues (finally!), goin back to KL...

oh yeah... and he proposed... and i said yea. :D

Friday, July 23, 2004

Cover a hoobastank song...

is what i do best... covering songs! moahahhaha.
excited by this competition... hmm... wonder if we can even get selected for semis...

Thursday, July 22, 2004

hmmm anonymous poster..

lazy to download my pictures for baybeats. the weather's good... not too sunny nor hot nor wet... just great for walkin ard, doing nothing but listen to noise... lol...

there's great bands... such as moods, observatory, couple, electrico... and also some not that good bands... meet up with some ppl i havent seen in a long time, namely ex colleagues and web friends...

i really need to practice bass now... so darn rusty at it now... :S


Tuesday, July 20, 2004

of dolls and bass...

nah actually... just changed my bass strings... now my bass looks brand new. gave it a good scrub, esp on the frets (thick dirt ewww), polished the finishings... and Ta Da! bright sounding bass. :D

Friday, July 16, 2004



Saturday, July 10, 2004

hmmm i wanna go!

hope it dun rain.. i just recovered frm fever and flu..
alt.. go with me... again? hehe

Sunday, July 04, 2004

aussie's the place to be...

everyone's goin to australia... or overseas...
after studies, they stay there... not working... or maybe some temp job... rents and stuff covered by their parents...

or some of them come back... cant get a desired job... not working... or working temp... rents and stuff covered by their parents...

i need a soundproofed room to practice violin at night... or day... either way i cannot torture ppl too much... or pay for lessons... hmmm

did nothing much again... another weekend over. back to work tomorrow. again.

check this out

Monday, June 28, 2004

i claim to be

i claim to be a problem solver, but when i have a problem with myself... i can't solve it. :(

be it 1001 excuses, or procrastinating, i'm not solving my own problems. i have character fault!

Sunday, June 27, 2004

deep thoughts

i thought i wont ever come to this stage, but...
i have $1 in my bank account. power!

$ issues aside, what have i done over the past 2 weeks?
met up with ol jammin friends frm poly; jammed; sleep longer than 8 hrs straight; took photos; neglected my neopets; received bills that i forgot to pay *yet my bank only has a dollar*; dressed up my dolls but didnt bring them out to see the world, or bedok; installed a software to record audio; gave out my brand new office namecards; spend other ppl's $$ like linkin park concert and essentials like shampoo; change my bedsheets.

Saturday, June 19, 2004

sianz

oh dear the sian-sation is back.

barely 3 mths, and i'm kinda feeling sianz at work... not due to workload, but more abt... colleagues. sometimes, maybe they are older, they probably think differently, or act differently, or maybe i'm just too overly sensitive. i'm paranoid abt what ppl think of me. yes, one part tells me fuck it off. yet, being a perfectionist, i cant help but want to please ppl. so since i cant please everyone, i'll just fuck off. as long as i do my job can leow. whoever wanna bitch abt me i cant stop anyone.

Sunday, June 13, 2004

saturday's chill at a secret garden



boy did we had fun talking nonsense... :)

Thursday, June 03, 2004



think i'll start a mthly digital art/sketch/whatever and make full use of all the stuff i have.