everything dun work

at office
my icq at home


bleargh

sidetrack a while...
its kinda weird when u find old secondary/primary school friends on FIENDSTERS... u feel happy for those thats attached, some u feel queer for reasons u dont know. as my list of FIENDS grow longer and longer... sumtimes u wonder...

why bother. i dun hang out with u guys anymore.. in fact, i wasnt even that close to begin with.
i'm not pretty, i'm not smart. i'm just a malaysian outKast. heh.

zzzz

zzzz on a rainy sunday afternoon... zzzz

i am back
and will be back at work tomorrow

and all i bought is a pair of sneakers, 2 belts, and... thats it.

i ate too much

and i took measurements to make a cheeena top for CNY.
cool.
nice blue flowers/patterns fabric. :)

i is in KL

i is bought nike dunk. for RM100.
we is walked ard bukit bintang walk too much.
3-5 shopping centres in 6 hrs, not a good idea. :P

hmmm

yup.
shld start practising bass now.

still dun feel well. oh well.

on MC

haiz. sick ahz...
haiz.

dunno to go detrash tonite or not...
its metal night tonite.

shld i practice bass too? hmm

XMAS wishlist

hi people who are reading this blog of mine...

XMAS WISHLIST
1) canon A80 digi cam
2) gothic thunderbird bass
3) L'OREAL anti frizz hair mask
4) nice earrings. :)

no.3 and 4 can be easily achieved, but i dun mind gettin those frm the ppl i'm gettin sumthing for them whom are already informed of it. ;)

forgot something

lemme quote my brother

'there's absolutely nothing wrong with gaming'

oh yeah. nothing's wrong with the _as my bro gestures the two finger thing_ BAD characteristic coz diff ppl see BAD differently.

just rememberd this... as i sit in front of my computer. hmmm.

i am

i cannot know how some ppl can be very knowledgeable over games (be it RPG, multi player, watever)...
know every single details how to accomplish this, how to overcome obstacles to get ur goal, think of ways and means to do something, to beat others to it...

this may not necessarily mean bad... means u are passionate enough...
and my sister find that with my brother...
the thing is...

why can't they apply the skills that they learn frm gaming, ie all the obstacle overcoming thingy, to ppl skill?
or people around them? if they can bother to find out ALL about the games, why not bothering to find out how ppl feel/think/like? i'm not asking these ppl to change or watever...
but by doing things thats not fair to me, disrepect my decision and properties, is very unfair to me. i never throw away ur games, delete ur stuff on MY computer, in fact, i let my sister use it. Use, but do not install RO online (the game) coz u already installed it with my bro's computer (WAT? INSTALL 2 COMP FOR WAT SIA?). but no... instead, they (the two ganged up) install it. WITHOUT letting me know. and do not want to admit its a fault. no... its no fault... the only fault is i didn't allow her to install it. yes... thats the only fault.

subsequence actions means nothing, my feelings/place in the family wont mean a thing also...
just becoz i said NO.

just bcoz of this one point that i want my sister to not be too obsesssive over this silly game, i am now:
ignored
talked back
no respect (not that i have much to begin with JUST becoz i'm not interested in their silly games)


sometimes... i wish i dun have such a sister...and brother...
but instead of being too selfish to think that way, and i basically cant choose family...

all i can do.
is


try to learn how to whistle.

post 'chiong-ing'

i want to sleep till much later but i cant.
why?
ppl in my house talk REALLY loudly. woke me up at 9am, eventho i got home at 2am, and slept by 2.30ish..
bro questions why i'm back so late bla bla REALLY loudly eventho theres no fuckin construction going on...
finally dragged myself out of bed at 10ish just to find my bro conveniently and comfortably goin to toilet for half an hour.
by the time the toilet is ready for me to use, its nearing 11, and i gotta go jammin at 12 at tanjong pagar.

see why i dun want to cheong... coz theres just too much lined up for me... i'm so tired today... i'm a walking zombie.
but on a good side, the jammin place, the guy running the show Bob... held sum hari raya celebration thing for all his friends/customer/ etc so we all get to eat yummy mutton ribs, nasi sambal goreng, and erm... really sweet kailan...

i better go sleep now.

for the first time...

asian beat tix is sold out. thanks to CHC ppl supporting Dream Factory, a finalist band...

moral of the story is...

hand itchy, butt itchy, scratch it.
but if it turns sore, infected, ppl will snigger.

had some laugh coz somebody did sumthing stupid in office.
had worries coz serge seems so caught up with his boss's attitude.
had loads of things in my eyes... the gooey kind.. for past few days.
goin asian beat finals ya. later.

oh yeah. tryin to save up for a canon A80... finally... a digi cam of my own??