i claim to be

i claim to be a problem solver, but when i have a problem with myself... i can't solve it. :(

be it 1001 excuses, or procrastinating, i'm not solving my own problems. i have character fault!

deep thoughts

i thought i wont ever come to this stage, but...
i have $1 in my bank account. power!

$ issues aside, what have i done over the past 2 weeks?
met up with ol jammin friends frm poly; jammed; sleep longer than 8 hrs straight; took photos; neglected my neopets; received bills that i forgot to pay *yet my bank only has a dollar*; dressed up my dolls but didnt bring them out to see the world, or bedok; installed a software to record audio; gave out my brand new office namecards; spend other ppl's $$ like linkin park concert and essentials like shampoo; change my bedsheets.

sianz

oh dear the sian-sation is back.

barely 3 mths, and i'm kinda feeling sianz at work... not due to workload, but more abt... colleagues. sometimes, maybe they are older, they probably think differently, or act differently, or maybe i'm just too overly sensitive. i'm paranoid abt what ppl think of me. yes, one part tells me fuck it off. yet, being a perfectionist, i cant help but want to please ppl. so since i cant please everyone, i'll just fuck off. as long as i do my job can leow. whoever wanna bitch abt me i cant stop anyone.

saturday's chill at a secret garden

boy did we had fun talking nonsense... :)

think i'll start a mthly digital art/sketch/whatever and make full use of all the stuff i have.